Memories♥

Fullstop-life tumblr

2010-11-25T08:51:00.001+08:00

Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?

Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?

Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..

Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..

Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..

Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..

Boy: Well, she…
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?

His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

You always told me how you hate to see me hurt, and how you hate to see me cry. So all those times you hurt me, did you close your eyes?

2010-11-19T01:52:00.004+08:00

You'll be fine without me.

Everything will get back in place soon.

I need to stand firm and strong.

I've many plans I need to fulfill.

I can't fail.

Love is like tug of war - it hurts so bad to hold on, but for some odd reason, you just can’t seem to let go.♥

2010-10-21T00:02:00.002+08:00

Everything goes wrong.

We are not meant to be.

So..

Imma God-momma now!

2010-10-04T20:05:00.003+08:00

Love the outfit.♥

Lemme show you guys my Darling God- daughter!♥

♥CLARRISA♥

Pinkish cheek ~

Yawn~

Look like mommy!

Family Photo.

Who does she look like?

♥

Can't things go back the way it is?

2010-09-19T04:15:00.002+08:00

Treat it as you're doing it for me.

Get me out of my misery.

Yeah.

2010-09-17T04:34:00.002+08:00

Even the statue of liberty felt tired after so long.

We humans, will too.

Still...

2010-09-04T05:42:00.000+08:00

你说的一天不够不够你爱我, 不够长不够久. 你要的为爱而活怎么忘了我? 好羡慕你能拥有别人的天长地久...

2010-08-27T06:20:00.003+08:00

Girl, This is for you.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I don't feel you anymore.
♥ Is gone.

Cheese!

2010-08-23T03:34:00.001+08:00

I want a camera to take pictures with my love ones :(

Follow this.

2010-08-15T01:27:00.001+08:00

Follow this.

2010-08-15T01:27:00.000+08:00

:D Try this!

2010-08-13T02:59:00.001+08:00

What am I to you?

2010-08-12T01:19:00.003+08:00

Maybe I should apply this in my life. :(

Every relationship hurts, you only have to find the one that's worth hurting for.

2010-08-10T22:36:00.003+08:00

I'm losing it.

2010-08-07T18:49:00.002+08:00

I don't feel it. I know i'm thinking too much, again. But still.. I can't stop.

♥Sweet

2010-08-05T15:14:00.001+08:00

♥

I wish.

2010-08-04T03:25:00.002+08:00

I wish, I'm strong enough.

Strong enough to take on everything that happen.

I hope I am. Just in case you're gone.

你知道吗？

2010-08-03T02:27:00.003+08:00

我爱你可是

爱你好辛苦.

You Still Make Me Smile.

2010-07-31T00:42:00.000+08:00

;{

2010-07-30T15:01:00.000+08:00

You reap what you sow.

2010-07-29T01:38:00.004+08:00

Nothing will be the same anymore.

You reap what you sow.

You deserve it.

Happiness doesn't last forever.

Lies cannot hide forever.

Sorry don't work every time.

♥ :}

2010-07-28T01:45:00.001+08:00

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... It shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.

♥

Everyone says love hurts, but that isn't true. Loneliness hurts. Rejection hurts. Losing someone hurts. Envy hurts. Everyone gets these things confused with love, but in reality love is the only thing in this world that covers up all pain and makes someone feel wonderful again. Love is the only thing in this world that does not hurt. ♥♥

I need you like a ♥ needs a beat.

2010-07-26T06:28:00.002+08:00

♥!

7Days.

2010-07-25T02:28:00.000+08:00

3 Stages Of Life

2010-07-22T01:02:00.001+08:00

相爱没有那麼容易

2010-06-06T02:58:00.001+08:00

没那麼简单就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那麼多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麼简单就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配電影
在周末晚上关上了
手机舒服窝在沙发裡

相爱没有那麼容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麼容易才会特别让人着迷
什麼都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

What if?

2010-05-26T00:38:00.003+08:00

I'm afraid.

I'm sad.

But Idk what to do.

My mind is filled with questions, but who can answer them for me?

2010-05-19T23:55:00.000+08:00

WHO WANNA SIGN THIS?!

2010-05-16T23:07:00.001+08:00

♥?

2010-05-16T11:59:00.002+08:00

Someone, please explain. Thanks.

BOO YA!

2010-04-25T18:31:00.004+08:00

HEYHEYHEY!

I'M BACK!

Currently @ cousin house. HEH.

GUESS WHAT ARE WE DOING?!

She's playing eletric guitar and I'm singing. LOL! *Wink*

K. I shall continue my "singing lesson" CIAOS!~

Sleepyyyyyyyyyyy

2010-02-28T04:33:00.000+08:00

BAI~ CIAOS~ TATA~

UP to the DATE~

2010-01-28T03:47:00.005+08:00

Many things happen within these few months. Be it good or bad things, I still have to move on. Time flies, so so fast.

WOW!

I'm going to be 18 this June, there's many things need to be done and there's many thing I can do yet I don't feel like moving on. Running away from reality? Maybe.. Getting older means there's more things I need to cope with. Another step to adult-hood. BLAH!

Had been thinking about the past. (Not really, but this sound nicer.) What am I doing for the past years? Any regrets?

Who doesn't have regrets in their life? I think everyone does and I'm included.

PLSE results, Going to sec 5, Granny death. And maybe many more to come in the future.

And also, what if(s)?. What if I didn't meet my besties? What if I didn't go to JYSS? What if I didn't meet him? What if all this happen? HAHAHA. I'm thinking too much.

Many things keep popping up in my mind. ): Sian-ed.

K, note to myself. Forget unhappy stuff! Only remember happy things that happen in my life. :D

TOODLES! What a random update. hahahaha.

Santa, would you grant me one wish? Please..

2009-12-26T13:52:00.010+08:00

How did you spent your Christmas? I guess it was fun, isn't it?

Anyway,

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL!

Every year, I spend my Christmas Differently. And This year, I spend my Christmas in SGH. With all my other relatives. I know that all of us really wish that she'll be alright and she'll stop suffering. I really wish that she'll get better soon. My heart hurts when I saw her, lying there. She couldn't talk, move and even to say look at us. Her EVERY heartbeat & movement of her hand is the only way to communicate with us. I can feel that she doesn't want us to leave her even for a sec. Hearing her irregular breathing and heartbeat scares me, its like a knife stabbing through my heart again& again. I thought you're getting better, what happen to you? Granny, you know that me , YT, xiao gu & others will be there for you, you don't have to be scared. ILY.

P/s: If there's really Santa, would you grant me one wish? Please..

When two person are kissing, their heads formed a heart ♥.

2009-12-18T21:42:00.005+08:00

Picture taken by Szeh.♥

Let's do maths together!

My $$ - (Daily expenses + My phone bills + Xmas's gifts + Clothes I bought @ jojo's bs)
= Gone.

BUT!!!!!!!!!
I want itouch!

I want lappy!
I want a better phone!
I want a cammy!

I NEEDA WORK LIKE MAD AGAIN!!!

MONEH MONEH MONEH!!! ($w$)

Can't wait for Xmas to come!!!!
\ (@w@)/ *Excited!!*

YAY

2009-11-28T16:55:00.002+08:00

OFF DAY! YAY!

HYPROCRITE!

2009-11-19T13:02:00.002+08:00

FUCKING BRAINLESS HYPROCRITE I'VE EVER SEEN! TSKTSKTSK! NO BRAIN AT ALL. PLEASE LUH, YOU ARE THE CARELESS ONE, THAT CREATE SO MUCH TROUBLE. OMG, DO YOU THINK THAT I HAVE THE TIME TO EVEN GO AND DO THAT?! NO GUTS! IF YOU EVEN DARE TO SAY THINGS ABOUT US, SAY IT TO MY FACE! I DOUBT YOU HAVE THE FUCKING BALLS TO DO THAT. OH YA, I TOTALLY FORGOT THAT YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE BALLS. :DDD

BTW, STOP THINKING THAT YOU HAVE THE CHARMS AND LOOKS THAT OTHERS WILL GO GAGA OVER YOU. DO YOU EVEN HAVE A MIRROR? no? THEN GO BORROW ONE AND TAKE A LOOK AT YOURSELF! DON'T GO AROUND AND FLIRT, PEOPLE WILL ONLY FEEL GROSS BOUT IT :D

Don't think that you're the only one that dare/can do this to others. I'll get back at you. Not all of us are nice to bully. Oh ya, I totally forgot that you don't have a brain. That's why You don't even know that NO ONE LIKES YOU AT ALL. I'm just being kind to be your friend but you FUCKING step over the line. I EVEN SAY NICE THINGS 'BOUT YOU, BUT You DID all this. SO THIS IS WHAT YOU'll GET. I WON'T FUCKING GIVE A DAMN 'BOUT WHAT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU :)

You know who you are. Brainless hyprocrite.
Oh, I didn't mention who he/she is. If you think is you, than its you :]

Sumi's Last Days

2009-10-23T12:12:00.004+08:00

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=30738402&id=1405116929

CLICK FOR THE WHOLE IMAGE.

Memories there will be remembered.

2009-10-12T19:37:00.003+08:00

I'm tired.

SO COOL!

2009-09-22T19:53:00.002+08:00

Prisoners actually get to learn how to dance and perform. SO DAMN COOL!
Will this happen in S'pore?

Nobody:

Low:

FINALLY!

2009-08-23T01:12:00.005+08:00

BLOGGER IS SUCH A BITCH! Finally its better, everything back to normal. *Phew~

Oh, I blingggggggg my phone today! :D
CREDITS TO : SZEHWEE

Now I'm in love with these songs :
那就这样吧

復刻回憶

最後一首歌

第一次

算了

You are not alone

ISN'T IT NICE?!?!?! XD

SHOUT OUT!

2009-08-20T18:03:00.001+08:00

I MISS YOU! :D

GUESS WHO I'M MISSING?!?!? LOL

Faking a smile telling myself, i'll be alright.

2009-08-16T14:18:00.001+08:00

搞笑 - 羅志祥

那一條牙膏在對我傻笑嘲笑我永遠用不掉
想睡就睡想鬧就鬧好快樂少了人嘮叨
藍色的碗盤多買了一套
我忘了沒人陪我通宵
要多少替代的丑角無辜的陪笑
才會讓我能真的忘了你的好

我在搞笑借著熱鬧掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉我受不了

還在搞笑害怕回家不知怎麼熬
這麼多年早就喜歡有你的撒嬌
我想我能熬但是至少要讓我知道你好不好

我們的小狗食量變好小眼神裡常常顯得無聊
它習慣睡覺的床尾少了一雙腳
所以他常常看著門口睡不著

我在搞笑借著熱鬧掩蓋著心跳
邊哭邊笑偏要說著一個人真好
當人群散了突然覺得我可以死掉我受不了

我在搞笑卻在最后眼淚拼命掉
你的離開失去多少我計算不了
忙完了一天突然覺得又何必辛勞對誰炫耀

還在搞笑是否擁有麻痺的療效
唱一夜歌卻避不開催淚的曲調
我徹夜胡鬧希望聽到有人會提到你好不好

WHATS WRONG?

2009-08-02T15:15:00.000+08:00

Is it only my blog having problems? I'm using Firefox, and it seems that there's something wrong with blogger when I'm viewing it with Firefox. TSK. PISS OFF. Stupid.

Goodness, isn't in the right mood. WHOLE body aches. FREAK IT.

O_O

2009-07-23T15:54:00.002+08:00

There's something wrong with blogger!! *insert grumpy face* TSK!

GO WATCH!

2009-07-21T14:19:00.001+08:00

FINALLY!

2009-07-18T19:55:00.002+08:00

:D YES! I gotten a new job. Something new for me and I'm liking it. Heh.
MONEY ROLLING IN!!!!! ~~~~ ;DDDDDD But lesser time for myself. *Sigh.

P/s : I HATE KOH YU PING! !#&^!@&*%&$

Goodbye My Love

2009-07-09T11:58:00.003+08:00

*stares at my heading and sigh*

Let me update about my birthday celebration. :DD
On 25th > teoheng > dinner > home.
Actual day > lunch > walk walk > ice-cream treat > ...(forgot what happen already)

Back to my heading. My Love.

G900

Mummy force me to sell it. D:
Still so young, so new. Haven't even 1 year old!!!!!
BABY! I WILL MISS YOU!

Well, now I got myself another new phone.

Kf300

Pretty~ But, down grade. T^T
I MISS MY G900!!!!!

Its time for update!

2009-06-21T15:30:00.004+08:00

My prediction was right! Immediately, I was down with fever. Damn it. Though my fever was down for now, my bones is still aching and my throat swell like O-M-G-Y-M. But I guess, Mr/ Ms/ Mrs fever will come back sooner or later. Tsk.

Oh well~
Went out on the 16th of June to celebrate K.'s birthday! :D (I'm the only one left to be 16, *tears*)
Met up with her for lunch before meeting others, and off we go for the movie -

LAND OF THE LOST.

At the beginning, I didn't even know what the movie was about and went to catch it with them. Well~ I thought it was about.... Some dino chasing those survivors and the outcome of the movie would be BORING. But noooooooo, those who haven't watch it go grab a partner and watch it with you. ;D

After that we headed back to tamp and enjoy our dinner at fish&co. YUMMY~ (Craving it for now, but then I'm sick *cries)

OH YA, almost forget something. HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHAR AH MA. (on 20th of june)

POOF OFF! ;DD*

Happy birthday ;D

2009-06-16T00:39:00.001+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MAMA!

P/s: orange colour is for you!

When I'm with you.

2009-06-12T20:12:00.003+08:00

Saw you walk into the room
Thought I'd try to talk to you
Babe am I ever glad you wanted me to
It's been two years to the day
Half the time I've been away
I know I'm not there enough but that's gonna change
'cause I'm coming back
To show you that I'm keeping the promise I made

When I'm with you I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I'll still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count when I'm with you

Yeah we've had our ups and down
But we've always worked them out
Babe am I ever glad we've got this far now
Still I'm lying here tonight
Wishing I was by your side
'cause when I'm not there enough
Nothing feels right
So I'm coming back to show you that
I'll love you the rest of my life

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you
When ever you're not around
When I kiss you I'll still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
When I'm with you
Whatever it takes I'm not gonna break the promise I made
When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you

When I'm with you
I'll make every second count
'cause I miss you
Whenever you're not around
When I kiss you
I'll still get butterflies years from now
I'll make every second count
(Make every second count)
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
When I'm with you
Yeah

Don't I look like blushing? HAH.

Baby's baby.

2009-06-05T20:59:00.003+08:00

WEEEEE~ Finally, I bought my swimsuit! ^_________^
YES YES YES! Outing with HOKYS tomorrow.

I'M FREAKING TIRED!

So, I shall poof to bed now. CIAOs~

I'm Lovin' it.

2009-05-31T11:54:00.004+08:00

Picture taken by K. :D

I'm getting slimmer and slimmer each day, without the help of any medications and those slimming gel or whatsoever. Well, yesterday I just found out that I've reached my ideal weight (well, it was before when I got this sick.) !!

YAYNESS! ;DDDDDDD

COPYRIGHTED.
Done by : S.

HEYO! When will be our next outing? :D

Random Update.

2009-05-27T18:12:00.004+08:00

A random update on jokes. (:

1. Three Little Pigs.

One day the first grade teacher was reading the story of the Three Little Pigs to her class. She came to the part of the story where the first pig was trying to accumulate the building materials for his home. She read, "...and so the pig went up to the man with the wheel barrow full of straw and said, "Pardon me sir, but may I have some of that straw to build my house?" The teacher paused then asked the class, "And what do you think that man said?"

One little boy raised his hand and said, "I think he said 'Holy Sh*t! A talking pig!'"

The teacher was unable to teach for the next 10 minutes.

2. Mommy How Old Are You?

Little Jenny walked into the kitchen one day and looked up at her mother, who was busy cooking dinner. "Mommy, how old are you?" she asked.

"Now dear," said her mother, "You should never ask a woman what her age is."

"Why not?" demanded Jenny.

"Because it isn't polite. You'll understand better when you grow up."

Jenny thought about it for a moment, then piped up, "Mommy, how much do you weigh?"

"Jenny," said her mother, "That's not a question you ask people."

"Why not?" demanded Jenny.

"Because it's not polite to ask grown-ups about how much they weigh. You'll understand some day."

"Mommy," Jenny asked, "Why did you and Daddy get divorced?"

"Darling," her mother replied with a sigh, "That's something that's still very painful for Mommy, and I really can't talk about it now. I'll explain when you are a little older."

The next day, Jenny told a friend at school about the conversation with her mother. The other little girl explained to her, "All you have to do is get a look at your mom's driver's license. It has all the information about any grown-up you want on it."

So little Jenny sneaked a peek in her mother's purse when she got home, and looked over her license, examining it carefully. That evening, she went back into the kitchen and announced, "I know how old you are, Mommy, You are 36!"

Her mother looked down at her, surprised. "And I know how much you weigh!" said Jenny. "You weigh 135 pounds." "Jenny, where did you learn this?", her mother asked. Jenny just smiled and continued, "And, I know why you and Daddy got a divorce." Her mother just gasped and asked, "Why?"

Jenny replied, "Because you got an F in sex!"

3. A Women.

A woman wanted to reach her husband on his mobile phone but discovered that she was out of credit she instructed her son to use his own phone to pass across an urgent message to daddy who is at site.

After junior had called,he got back to mummy to inform her that it was a lady that picked up daddy's phone the three times he tried reaching dad on the mobile.

(Women!!)She waited impatiently for her husband to return from site,immediately she sighted him,she gave him a very hot slap,while the man was trying to ask why? She repeated the slap, people from neighborhood rushed around to know the cause of this.

The man asked junior to tell everybody what the lady said to him when he called,junior said "The number you are trying to call is not reachable at the moment, please try again later".

HAHA. (:

2009-05-23T01:52:00.001+08:00

CUTE ;D

Its gone.

2009-05-13T14:39:00.002+08:00

I Love Her. :3

Everything has its end.
Even the laughter we once shared.
Looking back at the past, everyone changed.
Memories makes me smile, whenever I'm down.

撑腰

2009-05-07T11:29:00.001+08:00

For all my friends (:
我为你们撑腰！

Random Pictures (;

2009-05-06T16:32:00.010+08:00

COME BACK!

2009-05-04T14:39:00.003+08:00

>; My blogging bug went MIA.
Whenever I want to create a post, I can't seems to find it.
DAMN.

BUT, anyway....

I MISS YUPING, PEILING, CHRIS!

我累了

2009-04-26T00:05:00.004+08:00

A brief update using my phone.

死，是每个人都不会错过的事。

Am I cureable or not? If it fails will that be the end of my life? Stop mentioning death and threatening me about death. You want me to believe there is a cure for it but you guys are the ones mentioning it. Stop it. I'm already at the end. My health, my studies and everything. I had enough.

Jubi ; Kobi

2009-04-24T19:05:00.004+08:00

CUTE~

There's always an end for everything.

2009-04-23T13:46:00.002+08:00

Changing, nothing stays the same.
One day a meal, that's all I can take in. Weird.
Getting skinnier each day, losing my memory. What's happening?
Sleepless nights, when will this end?

Courage, none gave me.

Once again, Insomnia

2009-04-20T15:02:00.008+08:00

My luck has been down these few days or should I these few months or THIS year!

Seriously, its really weird for someone to keep falling sick once he/ she recover from an illness right? Although I admit that I've a weak body.

Once again, having fever for a week. Last year having weird sickness every week, WHICH IS FUCKING WEIRD ALREADY. And now, I could be sick for ONE BLOODY WEEK.

Peiling, Huijia, Kayxian has been asking me to go temple. Should I go? Is it because there's something making me so sickly? Or is it I'm only having a f.weak body? These questions is bombarding my mind.

And... I've been thinking is there things bothering me.

Last year, I remembered that there was four times(or more but I couldn't recall anymore) I encountered those things.

Once, It happen at home during night time when I was half asleep or so. Although I'm half asleep, I knew what's happening in my room, I mean as in no one was in the room with me and all. Out of nowhere, I felt "something" heavy lying above my body. At first, I was thinking " oh maybe I'm just too tired, freaking out myself thinking that there's something in my room" BUT no no no, I'm totally wrong. When you're tired, you'll feel that way too but you can move your sleeping position and speak. However, I couldn't move AT ALL. From that moment, I started to sweat as if I just came out of the shower. I tried many times, moving my posture but it didn't work AND of course, I freaked out. I tried to SCREAM; SPEAK; SHOUT; or even MAKE A LITTLE NOISE BUT no voice came out of my mouth. There's no tears in my eyes as if my tear glands had gone missing. As time pass, my body sank deeper into my bed. The next moment I couldn't even breathe properly. My mind went blank and I started to pray in my heart that my parents would wake up or someone could just help me. As I continue to sank deeper, nothing happen and my thoughts went wild. Suddenly, I felt vibration, I received a message. I knew there's a message for me to read it but there's nothing that I can do. At that time, I felt its hopeless. After a few minutes or so, I felt there's another vibration! My phone rang! I tried my best to move my hand to pick it up. AND FINALLY, the pressure was gone. I picked up the phone and guess who called me? MS. KOH YUPING! I felt relieved after that and fell into a deep sleep right after I hanged her call.

YOU TELL ME, SCARY NOT?!

Also, during the seven month there was twice I was so scared that I my heart beat almost stopped. It happened during night time, but different days. First night, I was at home(again) surfing the net and msn-ing with Kath. My family members all went to bed at that point of time. As I was talking online with Kath I felt a sudden chill. I ignored it as I thought it was just a night breeze because I had my living room window opened. While chatting, I felt my hair began to stand. That caught my attention. I began to sweat. (IDK WHY!) I tried to change my attention to my computer conversation with Kath but it failed. Because I heard some noises. Not those chit chatting noises but furniture moving noises. It totally freaked me out because IT CAME FROM MY HOUSE! I was clear about it as it was loud and clear right on my right side. I began to whine to Kath about what I encounter. She told me to switch off my comp and just head to bed. Being freaked out I listened to her.

Another seven month encounter was in my room(yeaaaa, again!). I was trying to sleep as there's lesson the next day. I tossed and turned on my bed, I couldn't sleep due to her noise upstairs! I was thinking, ITS BEEN SO LATE ALREADY WHY ARE THEY STILL MOVING THEIR HOUSE FURNITURE DRAGGING HERE AND THERE + WHY ARE KIDS STILL PLAYING WITH MARBLES. I didn't think clearly about what I had in mind because I was being irritated by those noises. I was thinking, maybe it will quiet down after awhile since its sunday(my next door neighbour played mahjong till late night during sunday, that's why I had that thought in mind) BUT after half an hour, the noise continued. I'm so mad that I screamed in my mind(LOL, because I can't screamed out loud and wake my parents up can I?) SHUT THE FUCK UP LUH, I NEED TO GET MY SLEEP. Right after that, everything return to normal. That shocked me because all along I thought they was uncivilised and how the hell can they read my mind?! After that thought, I quickly turned on my mp3 and sleep while I could still hear the sound of the marbles but softer this time. Of course, I ignored it.

I know, some people said that those sound are made by the metal in between the walls. BUT it couldn't be so accurate right? Plus normally, I don't heard those sounds.

Another one happened when I gek kiang wanted to explore swarm. That day, my bestfriend just end. So, I decided why not give it a try since they wanna go in. Oh ya, it happen during Junzhi's chalet. We went into the entrance of the swarm. At first, I felt nothing. But right after that I felt a chill. And yes, I thought it was just a cold breeze as no one there felt a thing. We went deeper, the chill became colder and I started to hear something. I'm not sure what was it. But its sort of the engine of the motor.(where the hell got motor sound when its at the beach area?!) I also felt someone was watching us and guess what? We are at the back of the group. And, I ignored it. At that time Olivia was beside me, she hold on to me tightly. I knew something was not right as I saw tears in her eyes and she refused to continue walking into deeper part of the swarm. We had no choice but to go back to the chalet. She told me she heard a women voice, crying. Some of them heard that too, but not me. I wondered why. I asked if they heard noises which sounds like engine of the motor, none heard that and they told me its impossible to hear that. The chill was gone right after we leave that place. The next day, we need to report to work. I wasn't in the right state(idk why) and I talk to my manager about it. He said something that scares me. When he looked at me and Yuping, he immediately told me that I looked weird that day and ask me to go home and pray.

Those happened, last year.

And, Yesterday I encountered it.

The day before, I woke up due to some nightmare I had. When I opened my eyes, I saw my mum and I straight away told her I want a charm to get rid all those things. I opened my mouth and said that out without thinking. The next moment, My bestfriend came. I thought it was nothing. But something happened the next night. I went to Chris house together with Yuping and Peiling to have another celebration for Yuping. Nothing happen then. After that, we followed Peiling to her Grandparents birthday celebration. I was fine during the ride from woodlands to bedok. However, I felt a chill down my spine when I reached there. The exact same feeling when I went into the swarm. My left hand start to ache for no reason and kept trembling, I even wanted to puke. I knew there's something wrong. But I didn't tell them because I felt that I shouldn't get them invovle. My hands and feet started to turn as cold as ice and I started to have cold sweat. Everyone there felt warm and I'm the only one having cold hands and feet. Yuping and I left early. We wanted to take bus home but I couldn't take it any longer so we hired a cab and head back to tampines. When I reached tamp, immediately the chillness went away and I'm back to normal. And guess what? I ate medicine which will lead me to sleep but no. I'm awake for the whole night, and I couldn't sleep at all. Now, I'm still feeling unease.

FUCKING SCARY CAN. =_=

SICK SICK SICK and this happen. No wonder I've this feeling that I can't get to celebrate my 17th birthday. Maybe, It will happen soon.

Birthdays BIRTHDAYS BIRTHDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-18T11:54:00.002+08:00

April's Bird-day kids :

~~Olivia~~
~~Szehwee~~
~~Kayxian~~
~~Jocelyn~~
Yuping

FINALLY, its over.
*look at my wallet, GASP. *

Oh ya...

On 17th,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOCELYN!!!!!!!

Today,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUPING!!!!!!!

She's a bully!

2009-04-16T20:19:00.001+08:00

TSK.

世界唯一的你

2009-04-14T19:03:00.003+08:00

Happy birthday.

What a day.

2009-04-13T15:55:00.009+08:00

Something happen today.
During one certain lesson.
Lemme note this down on http://mynotso-secretdiary.bs.com. (HERE, like duhh. hah)

I was F. piss off with this certain teacher. And I've to make it clear that I've been nice/ polite to teachers that had been teaching me because I think that they are worth my respect. But this teacher is being way too unreasonable. I know that I'm at fault to tell her in the face which make things turned ugly between us. Oh well, I'm at my limit already. BECAUSE, I hated it when people pushed the blame on me when I've no wrong or I did not make things clear before scolding me.

On the 8th of April, I was being sent home as I injured myself and went to the sensei before I headed to school. That day, our class had their class test.

The next day, 9th of April we had to continue the test from where we stopped. Although I'm absent on the previous day, I made the effort to ask for the test paper BUT unfortunately, MY DEAR teacher didn't leave enough paper for us. Which left me nothing to do. In front of the whole class, the relief teacher told me to inform the subject teacher that there's not enough script and she couldn't photocopied for me because there's answer on the script that she's holding on to. EVERYONE heard what she said. So, I was thinking that "oh, since there's not enough paper. I can't do anything about it can I? I'll inform the subject teacher during the next lesson, I guess she'll understand. (I'm SO F.wrong about it!)"

GUESS what happen today? That subject teacher came in, asked a few of us to stand up because some of them didn't do what they were asked to do and she screamed at them. I wasn't surprise. However, she screamed at me and someone else when we tried to explain. (The other person went home before the test as something happen, that can't be blame right? He doesn't even know that something will happen to him before the test.) I was so mad at her because can't she just listen to what we had to say before she blacklist us? HEY, even criminals get to explain and appeal before they were being charged. She even glared at us when we voice out. (Can't a student speak for themselves when they are being blame for nothing?!) Before she listen to our side of story, she had already sentence us death. We didn't do anything wrong, but she doesn't want to listen to us or find out the truth before she vent her anger on us.(If I'm in the wrong, I don't mind being screamed at. Hell, no way for me to keep it to myself, IF I'm right and you yell at me for no reason!) HELLO, we ain't your vent-your-anger-on-us machine. I tried to explain to her but she screamed at me. THIS MAKE MY BLOOD BOILED. (I mean, who won't?!) When she called us to the front to take the script, I scolded(Or should I say I talk back to her) her right in her face. She didn't think that I'll do that to her, no one will. I knew that, because she gave me that oh-my-god-what-did-she-say face. Too bad, I can't tolerate this type of things. She became ugly right after I said that to her. And she blamed me for not coming to school on the 8th and being sick for so long. Oh my.... But I'm so sorry that, I DID came to school on the 8th but my beloved teacher sent me back because she wanted me to rest when she saw my injured hand! She CARE FOR ME, she even called my mum to pick me up but my mum was busy. So, I've to head home by myself. Blame it on my beloved teacher then. Do you think I want to be sick? Please, I choose to go to school rather than staying at home all day long. For god sake. Crazy.

If you think I don't respect this subject teacher, then you're so wrong. Whenever I'm in class (before I'm sick), no one(maybe only most of them) listened during her lesson, I was paying attention to what she was teaching and answered to her question. I love that subject. But now, not her lesson.

She said she was being too kind and nice to us that causes us not listening to her. But now, she had became a monster. Many of us loathe her. I know that she wants us to study and pay attention to her lesson But this is intolerable.

This isn't the first time already. There was once, when I returned to school which happen that they had their test on the previous day and they are doing the second part of the test on that day. She wanted me to follow them doing it. I listened to her. After that, she wanted to note down the test results she didn't even give me a second chance to finish it up the first part and gave me a zero for it. I didn't want to make things worse for speaking up because she gave me a i-don't-wanna-hear-a-thing-from-you look and she said " Oh, you didn't do, That's a zero." And she continue to call out for the next index number. Its like, she knew that I was absent but she doesn't wanna give me a second chance.

Right after that, I saw her stood up and glared at someone. From what I saw, she was about to hit him. From what I was told, they were like having a conversation which was something like this.

ST( Subject teacher) : " Why you didn't circle those answer?"
S(Student) : " You ask me to write the answer behind on the answer sheet."
ST : " Then why you didn't circle it?!"
S : " Because you ask me to write it behind what. "

And this continued from what I saw. That teacher told us to write it behind on the answer sheet yet she blame him for not circling the answer in the front page.

IRRITATING.

/ Sidetrack.

In china, people are stepping on cats.

BUT, In singapore, Junzhi and Huijia stepped on lizards.

Found in prime.

The separate tail.

LOL!

Blah

2009-04-12T18:18:00.002+08:00

Hey world!

2009-04-05T22:00:00.003+08:00

Look at this face.

Yep, that's how I feel now.

Happy + sleepy.

Happy because

- I'm feeling Much Much Much better already. Thou I still feel that "lump" in my throat. Gah, forget about it.

- Yes! Like finally I can go to school. Seriously, I miss school. NOT JOKING!

- Now, I don't have the i-feel-like-i'm-dying kinda feeling (;

- I met chris & peiling

Sleepy because

-Yesterday went out to celebrate Szeh bday, Location = sentosa. FINALLY I'M ABLE TO GO OUT!

- Tired loh. LOL.

On April's Fool,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ~~OLIBIA~~~ OLIVIA!

And,

When clock strike 12,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SZEHWEEEEEEEEEEEE~!

OhMaiGawd

2009-03-30T22:06:00.003+08:00

I wonder what's with the picture of me. I think its because I'm used to blog with pictures already.

BLAH. I hate my condition. _|_

Now, even the back part of my mouth till the end of my throat feels numb. However, when I add pressure to it, I can feel the pain. My neck still hurts when I move/ turn my head and its still swollen. Since last Saturday, I can feel that there's something in my throat but I don't know what that is. And, I couldn't get up in the morning as I felt that my head/ neck is fucking heavy.

THE WORSE IS......

My doctor doesn't know what's wrong with me. OhMaiGawd.

Today is the operation, I wonder how it went. :/

I love my spec.

2009-03-29T06:28:00.003+08:00

Actually, today's title is just for the sake of the picture I'm posting.
(well, I've no idea what to post as my title anyway.)

Pardon for the way I'm typing because I'm using my phone to blog and I'm tired..

I'm too bored anyway, no one's should be awake at this time because TODAY IS SUNDAY, but now I'm on my way to somewhere..... >;

Somewhere that all the dead people are.
LOL, I sound as if I'm dying.

Oh well.

I guess no one should be reading my blog at this hour, so I shall edit it later.

I've no idea if my throat is getting better or worse.
Yesterday, I could taste blood, feel the pain and something weird or round stuck in my throat?!?. Up till now, I still feel the pain and thingy.

Well Oh Well. Now, I shall sleep in the bus! Behbeh.

EDITED~

What's the time now? 11pm.
Let me make it short and sweeeeeeeeeet.

Chit chatted with my longtimenosee cousin.
Back home at late noon with her.
Went down to collect homework.
Feeling awful since then.
Rushing to get my work done and hit the sack.

Now, I feel that noting/ blogging everything that happens in my life is important.
Because you wouldn't know what will happen next. Life is so damn fucking complicated.

Why is this happening again?
Please don't let me lose someone I care about again.
Maybe I'm the next one, since I'm so problematic& if that's inherited.
Sigh.

Ideas for a brand new link

2009-03-27T16:44:00.006+08:00

Starting was...

Then, Here's the main ideas, which was base on my link. LOL

I got a sexy voice.

2009-03-26T22:47:00.002+08:00

*look at my title* Sigh.

As sexy as Mr ***'s voice. Maybe only only Szeh knows the joke.
*shrugs*

Woke up this morning and I found out that I've a swollen neck.
How OhMyGod is that.

Swollen + Bleeding + Not able to move. ( As in, it hurts even when I turn my head)
= a bad x 1000000 day for me.

Almost the whole day I could taste blood. YUCKS!

I'm so poorthang. >;

The first one to hear my sexy voice is none other then Ms KOH YUPIANG.
Budden she never pity me. >;

CECELIA CHEER UP! HUIJIA CHEER UP! TERRENCE CHEER UP!

so many things happen.
suddenly, I miss raihan.

Hi, I'm barcode head.

2009-03-23T17:08:00.004+08:00

*stares at my title*

Oh well. *shrugs*

&No, I did not had another hair cut. (:

BUT, someone else did! heh, make a guess!!!!

Side track a bit.

I can't seems to find my another sim card!>; *sniff

Don't play hide and seek with me!!!!!!!! Come out come out wherever you are~

I saw one secondhand phone which I'm interested in, at botak mobile.

ITS CUTEEEEEEEEEE! That's the only reason, why I'm interested in that phone.

Actually, not that cute luh.

BUT, *stares at my wallet, and throw it aside* aiyah, forget it.

APRIL IS COMING, AND I'M ALREADY OUT OF MONEHHHHH!

*stares at those birthday kidos*

*BIG WIDE SMILE* ;D

Can change the month of every birthdays? heh.

BORING.

2009-03-22T17:13:00.003+08:00

cute isn't it? hah.

BORING! BORING! BORING!
One week holiday just ended while i blinked my eyes. Fast isn't it? :{
BUT on the bright side, i could finally go to school! YAY! *jumps around*

What happen during this one week? :/
- Fever + tonsils + no appetite
- Doctor
- Rot
- Sneak out (teehee)
- Miaoxian's birthday(15th)
- Huijia's birthday (20th)

HOLIDAY ALSO CANNOT ENJOY. :/ Stupid illness.
People change bf/gf as if they are changing clothes, but i'm different!

I CHANGE DOCTOR AS IF I'M CHANGING CLOTHES!!!!! *cheeky face*
WAHAHAHAH!

Why am I being proud of this? *shrugs*

I'm broke! >; I'm spending money like water flowing out of the tap!
DAMN THOSE BIRTHDAY KIDS!
WHY ARE YOU BORN IN THE SAME MONTH! >;

Kidding, teehee!
But seriously, I'm broke. *sniff

APRIL IS COMING!!!!!!!!!! OH NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *faints

Disappointing

2009-03-11T13:42:00.007+08:00

Well oh well, Peiling went to Taiwan already. I will miss her *sniff.
What I did today was..........

Lemme see..
- Listen to my mum's nagging.

Hmm, yep. That's all.

AND....

Yep, That's all.

Anyhoo,
I get to know something which i find it really :
1) ridiculous 2) funny 3) weird and lastly, disappointing.

Although I don't really understand why they(?, i think) have that kinda thinking.
I just wanna make it clear, that I've no benefit doing that.

What for? And yes, I may be kinda rude in the previous explanation. Cause I find it seriously DISAPPOINTING.

I don't hate/ dislike any of them yet, this happen. BECAUSE, at first I SERIOUSLY find them nice, good looking and interesting. (I assume that they are like how I describe like those stories I heard) And I did hop by their blogs, once in awhile, which I find it nice.

Oh well, may be I'm wrong? *shrugs*

When one of them viewed me back, I'm quite shocked. And I wanted/ almost *send a smile. BUT, aiyahhhhhhhh... Luckily I didn't ? BLAH~ And people can have the same thinking, can't they?

So, my point was. I did nothing like that. And ^______^V No offense.

mixed up

2009-03-09T02:27:00.001+08:00

lying on the bed feeling awful. i felt as if my intestines were all jumbled up like an unfinished jigsaw puzzle. the pain came back to me around 3hours or so(?) wonder if szehwee was right about it, that i've a hole in my intestines(?). correct me, if i'm wrong because i couldn't remember what exactly szehwee told me on msn. now, my mind is in a confused state. my sense of touch/feel was being corrupted. at a moment i felt that i was going to vomit, the next second i felt that i was going to have diarrhoea, after that i felt hungry(?!) for no reason, next up i felt that there's a war going on in my body and also i'm dead beat. damned. >; what am i suppose to do? HELP!

Symptoms

2009-03-05T18:13:00.002+08:00

The major symptom of an ulcer is a burning or gnawing feeling in the stomach area that lasts between 30 minutes and 3 hours. This pain is often interpreted as heartburn, indigestion or hunger. The pain usually occurs in the upper abdomen, but sometimes it may occur below the breastbone. In some individuals the pain occurs immediately after eating. In other individuals, the pain may not occur until hours after eating. The pain frequently awakens the person at night. Weeks of pain may be followed by weeks of not having pain. Pain can be relieved by drinking milk, eating, resting, or taking antacids.

Appetite and weight loss are other symptoms. Persons with duodenal ulcers may experience weight gain because the persons eats more to ease discomfort. Recurrent vomiting, black stool, blood in the stool and anemia are other symptoms.

Maybe stomach ulcer?

Stomach ulcer statistics

About 20 million Americans develop at least one stomach ulcer during their lifetime.
Stomach ulcers affect about 4 million Americans every year.
More than 40,000 Americans have surgerybecause of persistent symptoms or problems from ulcers every year.
About 6,000 Americans die of stomach ulcer-related complications every year.

COOL...

Risks of Developing a Stomach Ulcer

~~Family history of ulcers~~
~~Smoking~~
~~Excess alcohol consumption~~
~~Use of nonsteroidal anti-inflammatorymedications (aspirin) or corticosteroids.~~(?)
~~Zollinger-Ellison syndrome~~ (?)
Improper diet, irregular or skipped meals
Type O blood (for duodenal ulcers)
Stress does not cause an ulcer, but may be a contributing factor
~~Chronic disorders such as liver disease,emphysema, rheumatoid arthritis may increase vulnerability to ulcers~~

OH MY..

Fuck You, This Is My Rant Get Lost If You Don't Wanna Read

2009-03-04T22:15:00.006+08:00

Terrence and Ivan made my day, seriously. (: Thanks.

These few days seems so wrong for me. How come I'm sick again and again? I would like to know that answer too. Maybe staying at home was a wrong choice? Mummy nagging and all those irritating illness just spoil my mood. When I'm home, I start to think, so much stuff just fill my mind. People suspecting me faking illness just because I don't want to attend school, but did they know the truth? Yes, I hate school and studies but which teenager likes? However, I came back for Secondary 5 because I WANT to get an Olevel certificate that can get me the course I want. Hey, everyone have dreams. I want to fulfill my dreams too. I'm also stress up like everyone else, but who knows? People changing now and then, from pure and innocent to..... Someone I don't even recognize. I'm not SAYING just one particular person, I meant everyone or even myself. People say I've changed to better or worse. Seeing people I once close with become just someone who walked past my life. This sucks. I wanna be friends back with them, but I've no courage to do so when I looked back at our past. Hah, ITS TRUE that there's no forever. Only stupid believe in that, I know. I'm once Stupid. (: BFFS, I wonder what's that. I mean, people come in your life and leave as soon as they are done with it. "I don't wanna act, the fact is I still don't like you." Who would say that in front of THAT someone. No one, I guess. That won't be me. But I won't stay in contact with that someone, somehow or rather I drift away from them. Ya, I'm coward. SO? I just don't wanna make things worse. Many things in my mind just make me mood-less. Can I still believe you? Stop acting, you're irritating. Don't go "oh, you're thinking too much.." Whatever. All these shit are bombarding my mind.

P/S: FUCK YOU. (:

P/S/S: Don't ask about it.

P/S/S/S: If you think that I'm saying about you, then that's too bad. (:

=0="

NINE WORDS WOMEN USE

2009-03-02T21:59:00.002+08:00

Do you agree? Is it true?

(1) Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

(2) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

(3) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

(4) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

(5) Loud Sigh: This is not actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

(6) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

(7) Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' . that will bring on a 'whatever').

(8) Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F-- YOU!

(9) Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.

geeeeeeek

2009-02-27T16:01:00.004+08:00

Bangs + specs + naked face.

Study study study.

School was boring as usual.

Read an interesting article on Tuesday, it was given by Ms Vic although she was

absent that day.

Baby-faced boy Alfie Patten is father at 13

BOY dad Alfie Patten yesterday admitted he does not know how much nappies cost — but said: “I think it’s a lot.”
Baby-faced Alfie, who is 13 but looks more like eight, became a father four days ago when his girlfriend Chantelle Steadman gave birth to 7lb 3oz Maisie Roxanne.

He told how he and Chantelle, 15, decided against an abortion after discovering she was pregnant.

The shy lad, whose voice has not yet broken, said: “I thought it would be good to have a baby.

“I didn’t think about how we would afford it. I don’t really get pocket money. My dad sometimes gives me £10.”

Alfie, who is just 4ft tall, added: “When my mum found out, I thought I was going to get in trouble. We wanted to have the baby but were worried how people would react.

“I didn’t know what it would be like to be a dad. I will be good, though, and care for it.”

Alfie's story, broken exclusively by The Sun today has sparked a huge political storm with Tory leader David Cameron saying: "When I saw these pictures this morning, I just thought how worrying that in Britain today children are having children.

"I hope that somehow these children grow up into responsible parents but the truth is parenthood is just not something they should be thinking about right now."

Secret
PM Gordon Brown refused to comment directly on the story but said it was important that the Government did all it could to prevent teenage pregnancies.

Alfie’s dad Dennis yesterday told how the lad does not really understand the enormity of his situation — but seemed desperate to be a devoted and responsible father.

He wanted to be the first to hold Maisie after the hospital birth. He tenderly kisses the baby and gives her a bottle.

And Dennis, 45, said: “He could have shrugged his shoulders and sat at home on his Playstation. But he has been at the hospital every day.”

Maisie was conceived after Chantelle and Alfie — just 12 at the time — had a single night of unprotected sex.

They found out about the baby when Chantelle was 12 weeks pregnant.

But they kept it a secret until six weeks later when Chantelle’s mum Penny, 38, became suspicious about her weight gain and confronted her.

After that Alfie’s family told only those closest to them for fear he would be “demonised” at school.

Chantelle gave birth to Maisie on Monday night after a five-hour labour at Eastbourne Hospital, East Sussex.

Last night she told The Sun: “I’m tired after the birth. I was nervous after going into labour but otherwise I was quite excited.”

Chantelle told how she discovered she was expecting after going to her GP with “really bad” stomach pains. She said: “Me and Alfie went. The doctor asked me whether we had sex. I said yes and he said I should do a pregnancy test. He did the test and said I was pregnant. I started crying and didn’t know what to do.

“He said I should tell my mum but I was too scared.

“We didn’t think we would need help from our parents. You don’t really think about that when you find out you are pregnant. You just think your parents will kill you.”

But Penny figured out what was going on after buying Chantelle a T-shirt which revealed her swelling tum.

Chantelle admitted she and Alfie — who are both being supported by their parents — would be accused of being grossly irresponsible. She said: “We know we made a mistake but I wouldn’t change it now. We will be good loving parents.

“I have started a church course and I am going to do work experience helping other young mums.

“I’ll be a great mum and Alfie will be a great dad.”

Chantelle and Maisie were released from hospital yesterday. They are living with Penny, Chantelle’s jobless dad Steve, 43, and her five brothers in a rented council house in Eastbourne. The family live on benefits. Alfie, who lives on an estate across town with mum Nicola, 43, spends most of his time at the Steadmans’ house.

He is allowed to stay overnight and even has a school uniform there so he can go straight to his classes in the morning.

Alfie’s dad, who is separated from Nicola, believes the lad is scared deep down.

He said: “Everyone is telling him things and it’s going round in his head. It hasn’t really dawned on him. He hasn’t got a clue of what the baby means and can’t explain how he feels. All he knows is mum and dad will help.

“When you mention money his eyes look away. And she is reliant on her mum and dad. It’s crazy. They have no idea what lies ahead.”

Dennis, who works for a vehicle recovery firm, described Alfie as “a typical 13-year-old boy”.

He said: “He loves computer games, boxing and Manchester United.” Dennis, who has fathered nine kids, told how he was “gobsmacked” when he discovered Alfie was to be a dad, too.

He said: “When I spoke to him he started crying. He said it was the first time he’d had sex, that he didn’t know what he was doing and of the complications that could come.

“I will talk to him again and it will be the birds and the bees talk. Some may say it’s too late but he needs to understand so there is not another baby.”

Lovely

Chantelle’s mum said: “I told her it was lovely to have the baby but I wish it was in different circumstances. We have five children already so it’s a big financial responsibility. But we are a family and will pull together and get through.

“She’s my daughter. I love her and she will want for nothing.”

Last night Michaela Aston, of the anti-abortion Christian charity LIFE, said: “We commend these teenagers for their courage in bringing their child into the world.

“At the same time this is symptomatic of the over-sexualisation of our youngsters and shows the policy of value-free sex education just isn’t working.”

Today Sussex Police and the local council's children services said they have investigated the case and pledged continued support for the young parents.

Britain’s youngest known father is Sean Stewart. He became a dad at 12 when the girl next door, 15-year-old Emma Webster, gave birth in Sharnbrook, Bedford, in 1998. They split six months later.

I wondered,

will they continue their relationship till old age?

Split up like the others?

What's your opinion?

HEEEELLLO, NEW HAIR STYLE.

2009-02-26T16:07:00.005+08:00

SIT.

FART.

LOL.

Is this true?

2009-02-17T23:07:00.003+08:00

BEFORE MARRIAGE

He: Yes. At last. It was so hard to wait.
She: Do you want me to leave?
He: No! Don't even think about it.
She: Do you love me?
He: Of course! Over and over!
She: Have you ever cheated on me?
He: No! Why are you even asking?
She: Will you kiss me?
He: Every chance I get.
She: Will you hit me?
He: Are you crazy! I'm not that kind of person!
She: Can I trust you?
He: Yes..
She: Darling!

AFTER MARRIAGE, read from the bottom.

Show you guys some cute photos!

SEE HOW SMALL HE IS! XD

valentine's

2009-02-15T13:30:00.002+08:00

Love is in the air~

Happy Belated Valentine's Day! :D

Did everyone enjoy their Valentine's?

Heh, i did!

So many pressies can?!

Is not like i've many suitors. But, i've my love ones!

H.O.K.Y.S, not forgetting

KayXian, ShiHui, Natasha, Terrence & all those who gave me pressies! :}

But, i'm kinda lazy to take pictures of my pressies.

Let me list out some..

1. Terrence - Rose

2. ShiHui - A note

3. Natasha - Homemade Cornflakes Cookie(?)

4. Kristie - Chocolate

5. HuiXian - Ferrero Rocher

6. HUIJIA - Sweeeeeeeeets

7.YUPING - Lollipop & note

8. KATHLEEN - Bear-Rose thingy (?) LOL.

9.KAYXIAN - Bear-Rose thingy (?) *great minds think alike? hah.

10. SZEHWEE - Cookies (?) haven't unwrap it. hah.

11. OLIVIA - Unknown *she haven't give, lol!

12. Those who gave me wishes? :D

Anyway~

HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY YOUR VALENTINE'S DAY! :D

i've a cute momma.

2009-02-11T16:55:00.002+08:00

She's damn cute i tell you!

She HID MY HOMEWORK BECAUSE SHE WANTS ME TO REST.

hen cute dui bu dui? LOL.

Why ain't you laughing?! >;

Why are there crazy people everywhere!

Use your brains luh. Tsk. >;

Today is a RANDOM DAY, for me. (;

Happy 7th months!

Tonsils

2009-02-08T07:48:00.005+08:00

*Phew*

Why am i so early today?

Early in the morning around 5am my dad came into my room and wake me up!

Actually, i'm not sure what for he wake me up.

Cause at that time, i'm still half asleep! ^___^V

Wake up as i'm told, prepared and ...................

WENT TO HOSPITAL.

Someone died? Nah, choi!

Car accident? Nah, choi choi!

Visit someone? SO EARLY?! Crazy is it? NAH.

okok, ITS BECAUSE OF ME LOH!

ME, YES ME!!!!
Remember i said there's lumps in my throat?

It swell and swell and got BABIES LEI! LOL!

No luh!

It hurts so much that i can't sleep. So...... Went to hospital and check loh.

SO EARLY FOR WHAT! WASTE MY SLEEPING TIME LEI.

But on second thought, its better for me.

Took a taxi... Blah blah blah...~

Finally, the doctor told me the truth.

I got cancer, no no no. I meant, TONSILS.

So yea, Tonsils.

What the hell is that?

I've checked on Wikipedia. Here's the information about Tonsils.

The tonsils are areas of lymphoid tissue on either side of the throat. An infection of the tonsils is called tonsillitis. Most commonly, the term "tonsils" refers to the palatine tonsils that can be seen in the back of the throat.

Like other organs of the lymphatic system, the tonsils act as part of the immune system to help protect against infection. In particular, they are believed to be involved in helping fight off pharyngeal and upper respiratory tract infections. (Wah, so good meh? It hurts lei.)

Growth (Still can grow?!?! o_o)
Tonsils tend to reach their largest size near puberty, and they gradually undergo atrophy thereafter. However, they are largest relative to the diameter of the throat in young children, and tonsillectomy (surgical removal of tonsils) may be indicated if they are obstructing the airway or interfering with swallowing. Also, when tonsils become overly enlarged or inflamed, they may need to be surgically removed. In older patients, asymmetric tonsils (also known as asymmetric tonsil hypertrophy) may be an indicator of virally infected tonsils, or tumors such as lymphomaor squamous cell carcinoma. Some doctors who are not ear, nose and throat (ENT) specialists are conservative on recommending the removal of tonsils[citation needed], because the tissue cannot be put back, and removal decreases the power of the immune system. ENT specialists generally recommend removal if there are frequent recurrent tonsillitis, adenotonsillar hyperplasia causing symptomatic partial upper airway obstruction or asymmetry[citation needed].

SO, is it good or bad? O_O

Interested in the pictures????? WANT SEE NOT?! WANT WANT???
Eeyer, i think better not luh. Later you all scared scared.

WARNING!!

NC16 / M18

(as requested)

Fine...

Here's the link : http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Throat_with_Tonsils_0011J.jpeg

& http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/File:Tonsillectomy_tonsils.JPEG

My throat still hurts like no tomorrow. >;

Stupid Tonsils.

Did you all know there's this Discharge Summary thingy?

Mine says "THROAT - INJECTED, TONSILS ENLARGED WITH WHITE EXUDATES"

O_O! What theeeeeeeeeeeeeee...................(?)

Okay fine, so now my Tonsils isn't that infected. (LOL, sound so weird)

There's no need for operation, phew~

Actually, i'm so scared when i'm on my way there.

Cause Kx told me, that there's a need for operation.(For his case)

SO I'M SO RELIEVED WHEN THE DOCTOR SAY HE'LL JUST GIVE ME MEDICINE!

MUAHAHAH(?!)

But, still pain luhs ):

SIDETRACK, I WANT A DOG! )):

Okay, CI-AO~

Love Story

2009-02-06T19:13:00.000+08:00

We were both young when I first saw you
I close my eyes
And the flashback starts
I'm standing there
On a balcony of summer air

See the lights,
See the party, the ball gowns
I see you make your way through the crowd
You say hello
Little did I know

That you were Romeo you were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
And I was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don't go, and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

So I sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet cause we're dead if they know
So close your eyes
Escape this town for a little while

Cause you were Romeo I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from Juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don't go and I said:

Romeo take me somewhere we can be alone
I'll be waiting all there's left to do is run
You'll be the prince and I'll be the princess
It's a love story baby just say yes

Romeo save me, they try to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it's real,
Don't be afraid
We'll make it out of this mess
It's a love story baby just say yes, oh,

I got tired of waiting
Wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When I met you on the outskirts of town I said:

Romeo save me I've been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, I don't know what to think
He knealt to the ground and pulled out a ring

And said:

Marry me Juliet you'll never have to be alone
I love you and that's all I really know
I talked to your dad go pick out a white dress
It's a love story baby just say yes

Oh, oh, oh

Oh, oh, oh, oh

Cause we were both young when I first saw you

what's happening?

2009-02-06T16:40:00.002+08:00

Oh My God!

Some thing's wrong...

My throat is swelling since yesterday.
Somehow, there's 2 lumps on both side of my throat.
Its like.......

How to say? :/

2 blueblacks on both sides of my throat?
Although its not visible, but i can feel it.
I could feel the pain when i swallow food/drinks.. etc etc.
By touching the swelling part, i could feel the pain too.
很痛！;{

COULD IT BE CANCER? O_O
OH MY GOD!
*choi choi, touch wood*

Mummy says its just heaty.
Maybe? Or maybe not? I don't know leis....
Oh My God... ;{

Just hope its not serious. ));
Look on the bright side!!!!!!!
*pray*

oh well.

2009-02-05T15:57:00.004+08:00

Its been so long since i slept through out the night.

INSOMNIA IS KILLING ME!

*crys*

AND

to make it even more perfect, i'm down with high fever.

How cool is that.

4 sleepless nights.

I can be immortal already luh!

Fever didn't went down at all.

Up till now, it stays at 38degree or more.

FUCKING INSOMNIA,

CAUSE ME UNABLE TO ATTEND SCHOOL.

Went for blood test again.

Tonight will know the results.

zzz.

AND, YOU SUCKS!

watdymeanbtht?

thkbfyspk,

y/mbyall,dundersm.

owel,ydkwati'mggthru.

djudgem,

dactasify'rethtgd.

insomnia; headache.

2009-02-03T18:33:00.002+08:00

having insomnia for 2 days because of a terrible headache.

i only fall asleep in the morning.

how?

Best part.

2009-01-31T15:21:00.004+08:00

Like i said in the previous post, the best part of Chinese new Year is

dressing up & taking red packets!

Did you realise?

Every year pass, as you get older, there's less red packet you'll get.

HEN SAD YOU MEI YOU!

(maybe only for me bah)

BUT！

You can dress up all the way you want!

Meaning,

GET MORE CLOTHES AND MAKE UPS AND ACCESSORIES!

Time for ....

PICTURES!

初一

this kissing fish/ parrot fish likes me a lot!

初二

look at him. LOL

CIAOS

HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR :}

2009-01-29T21:36:00.003+08:00

HAPPY MOO MOO YEAR~

Did everyone enjoy their niu year?

haha!

Only 2 things i enjoy the most during niu year.

Okay luh, every NEW year.

1st, RED PACKETS!

ANG BAO~

*happy happy, GRINS*

2nd, DRESS UP!

New year, new clothes! XD

MUAHAHAH!

KISS!

keep keep bleeding.

2009-01-17T16:32:00.002+08:00

keep keep bleeding~

my throat is bleeding~

bleeding bleeding~

Supersucker!

2009-01-16T13:35:00.006+08:00

HEYO~!

This is pronounce as

HEY- O~!

I'm so good to Yuping, yet she...

)):

*stares at her hand*

*she took a knife out*

*STABB!!*

*KEEP KEEP BLEEDING, KEEP KEEP BLEEDING~, my heart is bleeding~*

I got evidence!

I heard someone say again.

Yes!!

Here's the prove.

`cecelia - isjustme ♥ says: you mei you xiang wo?

(did miss me?)

`[[apple]]` ♥ says: ><> you lai

(again)

`cecelia - isjustme ♥ says: you mei you? )):

(did or did not?)

`[[apple]]` ♥ says: zhor mor leh?

(why leh?)

`cecelia - isjustme ♥ says: you mei you?? )): wo you xiang ni lei! ni ke yi qu wen kx.

(did or did not? i did miss you, you can go ask kx)

`[[apple]]` ♥ says: haha. you lah you lah. what's that gonna do with kx??

`cecelia - isjustme ♥ says: wo zuo tian yi zhi zai jiang ni de ming zi. yi zhi jiang yao jiao ni chu lai.

(yesterday, i keep on mentioning your name. keep on saying i wanna ask you out)

`[[apple]]` ♥ says: HAH

`cecelia - isjustme ♥ says: kan wo zhe yang hao.

( see... I so good)

`[[apple]]` ♥ says: yah lahyah lah

`[[apple]]` ♥ says: hao lah

`cecelia - isjustme ♥ says: waaaaa

`cecelia - isjustme ♥ says: i so good.

`cecelia - isjustme ♥ says: you like that bu shuang bu shuang de

`cecelia - isjustme ♥ says: i gonna blog out!

SEE! I told you I'm gonna blog out! x:

Anyhow, back to my title *points up*

Today during English lesson, some ANGMOR guy came in.

I mean, Caucasian.

Did I spell it wrongly? lol.

Any-who, his name is Mr. Bator?

IF I didn't remember wrongly.

SOooooooo... as I was saying.

HE WAS GREAT! AWSOME!

BERI BERI GOOD!

Okay, whatever~

I mean, I enjoy his lesson.

FUN!

FUN!!

FUN!!!

I'm out of topic again.

I think so.

SO, my title *points up again*

Is learn from that angmor teacher one!

SUPER

SUPERSUCKER!

Is fun learning with him, seriously.

Did learn things from him and all, enjoy ourselves studying with him.

Cause we laugh and laugh and laugh!

NON-STOP!

Okay, fine. Don't mind the NON-STOP.

CRAZY CRAZY DAY.

For me.

OH YA!

Ms. Vic made my day. (((:

*see, three chins*

She told us that, this year express graduating classes EL standard isn't that good.

MAYBE or SOMEWHAT,

WE ARE BETTER or CAN BE BETTER!

*JUMPS AROUND HAPPILY*

Oh my oh my~

Gotta chill down.

Got to go now, have to get my shoes before heading to ....

*hehe, secret*

CIAO~

molester

2009-01-16T12:03:00.000+08:00

Poor poor me.

SOMEONE MOLEST ME! )):

Really...

Its true...

Wanna know who molested me?

Its none other than ....

YUPING!

SHE TOUCHED ME LOH.

Molester!

I got evidence one hor....

`cecelia - : how long didnt see you le

`[[apple]]` : haha. few days

`cecelia - : got miss me?

`[[apple]]` : haha. yesss

`cecelia - : aww

`cecelia - : so touched

`[[apple]]` : lol.

`cecelia - : *stare at your hand

`cecelia - : LOL

`[[apple]]` : =pp

`[[apple]]` : for whatt???

`cecelia - : you touched me

`cecelia - : LOL!

`[[apple]]` : ><

`[[apple]]` : lameeeee

`cecelia - : you very slow lei

`[[apple]]` : cannot ah?!

`cecelia - :HAHAHA!!

So poor thing. HAHAH!

I mean me!

NOT her. HUR!

a man's love doesn't last forever.

2009-01-15T15:26:00.000+08:00

A new link, a new year (:

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥!

i ♥ many many more too(:

lazy to find their pic though x;

anyway!

don't mind the order, cause..

i ♥ them equally (:

Memories♥

Fullstop-life tumblr

You always told me how you hate to see me hurt, and how you hate to see me cry. So all those times you hurt me, did you close your eyes?

Love is like tug of war - it hurts so bad to hold on, but for some odd reason, you just can’t seem to let go.♥

Imma God-momma now!

Can't things go back the way it is?

Yeah.

Still...

你说的一天不够不够你爱我, 不够长不够久. 你要的为爱而活怎么 忘了我? 好羡慕你能拥有别人的天长地久...

Cheese!

Follow this.

Follow this.

:D Try this!

What am I to you?

Every relationship hurts, you only have to find the one that's worth hurting for.

I'm losing it.

♥Sweet

I wish.

你知道吗？

You Still Make Me Smile.

;{

You reap what you sow.

♥ :}

The couple that fights the most is the one most in love... It shows they care enough to notice the other one screwed up and care enough to mention it to the person so they can fix it. When you stop fighting it means you stopped caring.

I need you like a ♥ needs a beat.

7Days.

3 Stages Of Life

相爱没有那麼容易

What if?

WHO WANNA SIGN THIS?!

♥?

BOO YA!

Sleepyyyyyyyyyyy

UP to the DATE~

Santa, would you grant me one wish? Please..

When two person are kissing, their heads formed a heart ♥.

YAY

HYPROCRITE!

Sumi's Last Days

SO COOL!

FINALLY!

SHOUT OUT!

Faking a smile telling myself, i'll be alright.

WHATS WRONG?

O_O

GO WATCH!

FINALLY!

Goodbye My Love

Its time for update!

Happy birthday ;D

When I'm with you.

Baby's baby.

I'm Lovin' it.

Random Update.

1. Three Little Pigs.

HAHA. (:

Its gone.

撑腰

Random Pictures (;

COME BACK!

我累了

Jubi ; Kobi

There's always an end for everything.

Once again, Insomnia

Birthdays BIRTHDAYS BIRTHDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

She's a bully!

世界唯一的你

What a day.

Blah

Hey world!

OhMaiGawd

I love my spec.

Ideas for a brand new link

I got a sexy voice.

Hi, I'm barcode head.

BORING.

Disappointing

mixed up

Symptoms

Fuck You, This Is My Rant Get Lost If You Don't Wanna Read

你说的一天不够不够你爱我, 不够长不够久. 你要的为爱而活怎么忘了我? 好羡慕你能拥有别人的天长地久...